Let's all listen to Alyza ;

I’d rather die . It ain’t my fault , it makes me forget my problems and the stress . It feels good to at least experience how to feel free and problem free . i was expecting for you to talk to me through something private , not telling it to the whole world how stupid i am . I admit i am . Its just everything right now is not on its right place. This is the rebellious side of me. So either help me or let me be . I’m willing to talk to you , actually i love talking to you , but if you’re just gonna always point out how stupid and irresponsible i am in a harsh way , then forget it . I’d rather stay this way. and by the way, im not a heartbreaker. How i am a heartbreaker , if im the one who always ends up with a broken heart?